love and chemistry...

if u love someone...let them free...and they will be 90% probability they will never come back...the perfect exact of the orbit definition...sometimes science is amazing...

Thoughts... Part Four

As I began my first day in "SunRise" School...I dont remember how did I overcome the barrier of language that easily (looking back at my age then, 5 years old...) I even loved thw way things wokred there...enjoying being injected with the love and passion for English Language...I used to be a very naughty boy( how ironically opposite myself is now)...to beat anyone who tried to tease me, which was almost all of the time, and then suffering the blame from the teahcers and the evil looks on the pupils. But best of all at the end of the day, the last thirty minutes before going home...watching cartoons which made my return home always a painful experience...

Thoughts... Part Three...

Nationalism, the expression in whicn I think, the first source of extremism which I suffer sometimes. I'm very interested in politics, history and Religion comparison(though I dont know how can someone like me can be interested in fields which are almost never common with like 99.99% of the people in around my surroundings...

There interests introduced to the blakc history and present of our humanity, and how imposible for any form of living to be perfect...or even to be as perfect as possible...

Abosrbed in this shocking realization, I began to relieve myself more and more, hoping for more and more approaching to a practical way of living...To be more drowned in the world of words...aka books...which always remained my true love...Being for me whenever I needed them...But again...I suffer this idiot inherted phenomena named privacy invading...

I used to read a lot, to be ill wit hthe habit of eating books...which was something dangerous for my parents, my doctor parents...

They always argued me to stop or lessen reading...and what is worst is that when they see books which are of opposition politics orientation...

I dont know if they have a bit of hidden jealousy in themselves, since I never detected a single sign of heard any mentioning to the sense of reading...

Thoughts... Part Two

when i grew up a lil bit...entering school...the 1st school i entered in the non-egyptian nation i was in, was the perfect example of multi-cultural society...i was among different kind of ppl...which made me exposed (but not neccesarily caught in the idea of realization) to how different human beings can be...british, americans, indians, lebanese, syrians, pakis...including egyptians...and many more...another exposure was to globalization...and to dual standards...like talking in Ebglish in front of the teachers and the staff, while talking arabic when we (arabs) were with each other...which also taught me the sense of nationalism...(some might name it other expressions, but when i reanalyze it i cant name it other than that)...

Anger...

Anger everywhere. Anger here and there. Always anger and there is no one to care. Anger in my opinion is one of the most primitive spontanuous way of expressing existed since day one. Angry sometimes can be right or wrong...But let's take some different angle...Many people discuss anger as something negative, something will affect your body, your mood, etc etc etc...while if you reanalyze it from a different angle...you can begin to consider how people usually talk about things from only one-side only...
Some people get angry for wrong reasons, some for right ones, some are just violent by their own nature...you know...if you ever tried to enter a queue for a paper you want for your personal ID for example, or even worse, try to get a 2 LE from the 5 pt bread at the local bakery in your area. At least you can witness one of these incidents in the everyday life.
Anger can take several ways of evolution, for example, someone takes your place by his strength, his "wasta", money, or whatever...of course this someone will be burning from inside. But tell me, does it usually happen that this angry person will transfer these supposed negative feelings of inside anger to positive actions to get their right back? In our Egyptian Society, and myself sometimes, this usually never happens. On the contrary, these negative feelings become enormous inside the human being untill it really cause the side-effects we were talking about in the one-sided point of view.
This state of being angry, the positive side of being angry, which is really very rare, or I can say, hideous in our Egyptian Society, can have two separate side-effects in my opinion:
1. Forcing the people to never give their rights up under ANY slogan, esp. that Egyptians many times utilize religious principles in the very wrong (or opposite) ways. And this way will be the peace leading way of developing of some of the terrible aspects in Egyptian life.
OR
2. Increasing and increasing the feelings of supressed and anger (and/or humiliation) which can lead to really dangerous effects (as you can see from the egyptian economic scene today)

Anonymous: "The truth shall make you free, but first it shall make you angry."